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[Friday
September 15th, 2006]
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[Thursday
April 6th, 2006]
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i<3ethan [Thursday
March 23rd, 2006]
lately ive been in such an awesome mood.. for once.
i have the greatest baby boy i could have hoped for.
hes the cutest thing ive ever made.
i dont sleep a whole lot, but i dont even care.
7 days after my c-section, i had already lost 1lb more than i had gained in all 9 months.
i dont even look like i had a baby.
and i have really big boobs which is always sweet.
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[Saturday
March 11th, 2006]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

oh yeah hey... im a momma.



:)

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5 more days to gooooo [Saturday
March 4th, 2006]
[ mood | anxious ]

so today is my due date but hes still in there :(

i have a c-section scheduled for 10am on thursday, but im scurrrd. not really, but just the thought of it is kinda gross. but at least they can keep a close eye on my stupid blood thing, because if i start to bleed bad they have special stuff on hand for me and i might even have to give me platelets... because i have a retarded platelet disorder.

and i have to stay in the hospital for a minimum for 3 nights. so i want people to come see meeeeee.


oh yeah. and his name is now officially ethan bradley.




jdfghiekjnbitrkbvdnourht i hope i go into labor before thursday though.


i just ate alot of pf changs so maybe that will do the trick haaaa

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vodka and 90's music=saturday night [Sunday
February 5th, 2006]
i love my mommy


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[Thursday
February 2nd, 2006]
[ music | ben folds ]

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i love them

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[Wednesday
January 18th, 2006]
Horoscope for: Wednesday, January 18, 2006


Don't give up even if your plans hit an unexpected detour in the road. This is a test to see how flexible you can be; the more you try to hold it together, the more out of control it may feel. Don't be afraid to admit that you aren't so sure of yourself now. If in doubt, take less initiative today so that you have time to process what has already happened.
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[Sunday
January 15th, 2006]
i havent seen chris since we got into a fight monday night.
and i really really miss him.
and i want him to come home.
:(
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[Monday
December 26th, 2005]
xmas )

christmas was pretty ok i guess.

chris got me a reeeeally soft robe and kanye west and a really really sweet ramones box set that came with 3 cds and a dvd and the coolest comic book that came with 3D glasses. [i think it was my favorite thing i got.]
and my mom got me a new digital camera and a jacket and paid a chunk of my car insurance
and kristen got me the somery descendents cd (!!!!) that i used to have before it got stolen and some ralph lauren blue
and i got a gift certificate for a pedicure
and a total of $500 in hanukkah money.

but the whole time it never really felt like christmas. and thats normally my favorite time of year.. but now its all over. :(

and people tell me im weird because i have NEVER seen that movie a christmas story. so i decided to watch it during its 24 hour run. i didnt end up watching the whole thing because that shit was WACK. the coolest thing about it was the kids cussing.


yeah.


okbye.
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[Saturday
December 17th, 2005]
i had a dream that someone forced me go see the chronicles of narnia. and i got really mad.
then i woke up and got me and jack breakfast.



last night i met kelly and chris d at the mall when i got off work. i havent seen chris in a long time. it was pretty cool. i only spent 50 dollars and locked my keys in my car.



i love my dog.
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[Tuesday
December 6th, 2005]
[ music | love cats ]

so yeah, theres this really weird sick thing going around.
my moms started being sick yesterday morning. then i went to work and i felt kinda shitty, but im pregnant and whats new? haha so i didnt think much of it. until i was at work and it never went away and i puked like 765543643 times.
then i left work early and i think my work thinks i was faking it. but i seriously dont know how i even drove myself home. i had to puke at every stoplight and there was mass traffic. gross.

then i get home and i try to take a nap but then the overwhelming urge to vomit kept me from sleeping. so my sister in law comes over because i was feeling the worst ive ever felt in my life. she ended up taking me to the hospital because i couldnt even drink anything and my mom was way too sick to take me. it was crazy.

the emergency room sucks my balls alot. i ended up hanging out on the bathroom floor of one of the stalls for a long time, throwing up everywhere. oh yeah, and having FUCKING CONTRACTIONS. i was realy really dehidrated and stey there until like 1:30 this morning. and today, chris woke up really sick and then my brother gets sick. and i talk to my sister and shes sick and so is my neice and brother in law, my aunt too- probably worse than everyone else except for me. and my sister in law call to check on me today, and shes sick as well. it was horrible. sorry for all the talk of puke. im just really happy to be feeling better. i was just really happy when they did a fetal heart check and i heard my babys heart beat. so everythigns fine. and i feel almost better.



being sick is such a drag

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[Saturday
December 3rd, 2005]
i feel like ive been crying all day.


first it was bad, then me and kristen go to my aunts and shes got 97867598 bajillion pics of us as kids that kristen had somehow never seen ans we started laughing so hard we were crying bad because ive known her since i was really little and i really used to be a crack child.. so i stole some )
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[Friday
December 2nd, 2005]

Horoscope for: Friday, December 02, 2005



Although a family member or close friend may bring you uplifting news now, you are not ready to accept it blindly. You know there is more than meets the eye, and you want to penetrate the apparent surface. Your key planet, Mercury, is on the last day of its retrograde cycle and has backed up as far as it will go. Don't dig too deeply; you might uncover something you really don't need or want to know.
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[Thursday
December 1st, 2005]
[ mood | depressed ]

everything sucks.
everything with chris.
i feel like we arent even friends, but we live together.
im scared he might have a girlfriend... or something.
and i think hes having second thoughts. about the baby.
maaaan whatever.
for the first time in my entire life, i think i deserve way better than this.

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[Monday
November 28th, 2005]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | alkaline trio ]


yesterday i got another new cell phone.
this time a nokia flip phone.
its kinda cool.

but im getting huuuge.
and i saw some pregnant girl today and im def. glad for my lack of back fat haha
i look like a swallowed a basketball, but i promise i havent.





and chris is being weird.
he hardly came home all weekend.
but now things just seem extra awkward.
and i dont know why.

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[Friday
November 11th, 2005]
[ music | mayonaise ]

yesterday at work, this old guy with a really bad cough came in and asked me if i liked steak and seafood. and i felt bad so i followed him to his truck. and he showed me 98766456508 steaks and i felt so bad after he was talking in the freezing cold coughing really hard and just telling me all these things in the dark about steak that i really didnt care about, that i left work with a case of filet mignon. HA 12 steaks. haaaa

i mostly just bought them figuring my brother and chris would eat them. but im bored so i started the grill, almost really killing myself in the process, and i made two of them.

just for the smell.

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[Sunday
November 6th, 2005]
today my mom went to the mall. and then she called me and said she got me a present.



she got me hot shots on dvd. and im super stoked.



dont hate.
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broken computers are so liberating. [Saturday
November 5th, 2005]
my computer has had a horrible virus for like, the past month.
and this is the first real time ive been online.



and my tummy is getting fat.
my baybeee likes to kick me, especially in my peepee machine.
and he doesnt like to let me sleep.


and i only weigh 2 more lbs than i did pre-prgnancy which is the jam and my hair is getting long and thats cool too.



ill take pictures, since i ignore all of my friends except kk and chris.



ahhh hahaaaaa
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[Tuesday
October 4th, 2005]
[ mood | happy ]

wanna see something scary???? )

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